Today, my fifth child is 17 years old. We are going to try to get a driving permit from the DMV. We've been waiting on my ex to do it for 2 years.
Thursday, December 14, 2023
Thursday, December 7, 2023
I Just Don't Know
I don't know what to write about today. Too many of the things I'm interested in require pictures or videos and I just don't have it in me today to put that much effort into it.
I'm having a really hard time staying positive.
Thursday, November 30, 2023
Quarrel Spice
To make someone quarrel with a particular person
Salt
Red Pepper
Black Pepper
Jar
Marker
Turn jar upside down
On outside of jar, write name of target (may need to tape paper onto outside of jar for this) around jar nine times horizontally
Write "Quarrel with (name of enemy)" across target's name nine times vertically (bottom to top of jar)
Turn jar right side up
Sign your own name over the the other writing three times
Spit in jar and stir in the ingredients
Feed the mix to the target
Friday, November 24, 2023
Punishment Pepper
Dress your enemy's name paper with some cursing oil. One drop in each corner and one drop in the center is the best pattern to use.
Cut the end off the pepper. Fold the name paper up and put it inside.
Drive nine pins through the pepper to cause your enemy pain.
To send your enemy away from you, throw the pepper as far as you can away from your home.
To curse your enemy in their own home, leave the pepper in their front yard.
Thursday, November 23, 2023
Working A Doll / Poppet
When working a doll, it is important to speak to or pray about the doll in the third person, using the name of the person he or she has been made to represent.
Call the doll's name three times to wake the spirit inside when you begin working.
Feed the doll with oils appropriate to it's intent by rubbing those oils over the appropriate areas of it's body. Massage the oil in gently to bring the results in most effectively.
Bless the doll with an intent that corresponds to it's purpose by praying over it and waving it gently through smoke three times. Rest the doll on ingredients that relate to the work you are doing.
Do what you want to happen to the person in the physical world on a small or symbolic scale to the doll.
Dolls can be used extremely creatively. Play with your rituals. Always be gentle and respectful towards dolls unless they are specifically designed for negative work.
Monday, November 20, 2023
A Bit Distracted
I've been a bit distracted lately due to the fact that my son has gone missing. It's not the first time he's done it, so nobody is taking it very seriously. But I'm his mother and I worry that something bad has happened to him. He didn't take his wallet, any clothes, nothing but what he was wearing and his phone. He's been gone for 19 days.
Sunday, November 19, 2023
Ground Meat Recipe
This is supposed to be like a Salisbury steak, but I don't make gravy or anything with it. It's just really good on it's own.
1 lb. ground meat of your choice
3 T ketchup
1 t salt
2 eggs
Italian seasoning
garlic powder onion powder
mustard powder
Worcestershire sauce
black pepper
Seasonings to taste, approximately a teaspoon of each
Mix together and shape into patties.
Cook in frying pan on medium heat, I like to cook meat in butter, about 8 minutes each side.
Saturday, November 18, 2023
Electrolyte Drink Mix
I found this and thought it might be less chemical than premade ones from the store.
1/2 cup of fine ground salt
1 3/4 teaspoon of Potassium Chloride, apparently this is a salt substitute that people use sometimes
1/2 teaspoon of Magnesium Glycinate powder, I've been told that this can be found in the vitamin aisle
Mix powders together well. Makes 48 servings
When ready to use, mix 1/2 teaspoon of mix into 4 cups of water.
Can add juice or fruit for flavor
Please let me know if this is good. I'll be giving it a try myself very soon.
Friday, November 17, 2023
Natural Sleep Aid?
I've not actually tried this myself yet. Will be trying soon. Wish me luck!
Mix 5 teaspoon of honey with 1 teaspoon of himalayan sea salt.
Place 1/2 teaspoon of mixture under tongue in the evening.
I honestly don't know why this would work, but I thought it interesting. So here it is.
Thursday, November 16, 2023
Gummy Recipe
I was given the idea to make veggie gummies instead of just fruit gummies because kids just love gummies, might as well give them non-sweet ones as well.
Steam veggies for fresher flavor, can also boil in water or stock and use the liquid in the recipe.
Blend the veggies with the water or stock.
Put the puree back in the pot to reheat
Stir in gelatin, 1/4 g to 1 cup of puree
Pour into a mold if you have one, can also pour into pan and cut into shapes once set
Cool in fridge
I know it's not a specific recipe. I was just taking notes for myself and filled it back in as best I could for you. If you know how to cook, it should be very simple. If you don't, feel free to ask.
Wednesday, November 15, 2023
Nutrient Stealers
Egg Whites
Sugar
Alcohol
Caffiene
Soy
Grains
Nightshades
Tannins
Phosphoric Acid
Oxalates
Beans, okay if sprouted
Nuts, okay if sprouted
Seeds, okay if sprouted
Monday, November 13, 2023
Financial Life
Premise: Money is a tool of trade, nothing more or less. It is simply stored energy. The more energy I have, the more I can do and have.
Vision: I live in an abundant universe. I am destined to be a financial success. I have a healthy, loving relationship with money. I know how much money I want and need.
Purpose: The proper use of money has the power to make my life better in all ways. Proper use of money gives me freedom. Bringing money into my life is a deep spiritual experience for me because I can be the best me while doing it.
Strategy: Do what wealthy people do. Make financial decisions based on what I want long-term. Save money, buy investments, help people.
Sunday, November 12, 2023
Social Life
Premise: Having friends and a social life id crucial to a truly happy life. Companionship extends and improves life.
Vision: Friends who are positive and motivated. People who make an effort to spend time with me and inspire me. Deep conversations.
Purpose: To be a good friend. To meet new, high quality people to be excellent friends with.
Strategy: Get clear on social values. Get rid of anchors. No assholes. Seek out uplifters. Travel. Find mentors and reach out. Virtual relationships with, both, living and past mentors count. Read, watch videos, go places.
Saturday, November 11, 2023
Parenting
Premise: To raise independent, healthy, happy, courageous children into adulthood by being the best example I can be in a safe, loving environment.
Vision: Helping my children to become independent, healthy, happy adults who don't NEED me or anyone else, but able to navigate life and society successfully and lovingly, while allowing them to make and learn from their own mistakes and enjoying life and the process of "growing up".
Purpose: Raising happy, healthy, successful (by their own standards), kind human beings.
Strategy: Freedom, but kept safe from true harm. Self-responsibility, plan/remember or do without. Love, unconditional. Natural consequences. Instill belief in personal power. Mutual respect. Actions have consequences, good or bad, take responsibility for them. Respect others.
Friday, November 10, 2023
Love Relationships
Premise: Extraordinary relationships require extraordinary people. Love requires action and passion and kindness and commitment to be the best.
(Oneness, same needs, adore each other, respect each other, admire each other, pride in each other, put each other first)
Vision: When I find my perfect mate, we will love and trust completely. We will WANT to grow and be together and ground each other because we will be best friends. All other relationships are separate, autonomous, only coming together when we are both wanting attention from each other.
Purpose: To live the best life possible, with high standards for myself and my best friend.
Strategy: Open communication, continue the actions throughout the relationship as in the beginning (big difference between someone to count on and someone being taken for granted), devotion to each other
Thursday, November 9, 2023
Spiritual Life
Premise: I am connected to all that exists. True spirituality brings inner peace.
Vision: I will continuously strive to obtain a true vision of reality and my place in it. I am always creating my reality. I will always appreciate my creation.
Purpose: My purpose is to increase the vibration of all around me as much as possible by vibrating as high as I am capable at all times.
Strategy: I will stay connected to source daily through grounding, meditating, praying, and practicing magic and yoga. I will show love to everyone and everything. I can control my environment and happiness levels by accepting that I am loved, also, regardless of others' actions. They are in their own reality.
Tuesday, November 7, 2023
Character
Premise: I have to have strong character in order to have a great life. I must be dedicated to self-discipline and strong character. I choose my character traits.
Vision: I always do what I say I will do. I have courage to take action. I am determined to make the things I want to happen happen. My willpower and steadfastness are my greatest assets.
Purpose: I want a strong character so I can get all I want in life.
Strategy: Difficulty and pain will eventually ease and transform into great if I persevere and am disciplined. If it's important enough to complain about, it's important enough to do something about. If not, stop complaining and appreciate what I have. I will be true to myself.
Monday, November 6, 2023
Intellectual Life
Premise: I can choose to think and I can choose what to think about. What I think about, I bring about. I can choose how I think.
Vision: I am a highly intelligent person. I am committed to learning new things to improve my life. I consistently make the best choices possible for the best life possible for me.
Purpose: The better I think, the better my life will be. My intelligence will get me everything I want/
Strategy: Think deeply and deliberately. Study and learn daily. Spend time with smart people that I respect. Create intellectual output. Travel.
Sunday, November 5, 2023
Emotional Life
Premise: If my emotions are out of control, I can't think clearly. I think most clearly when my emotions are controlled. Healthy emotions keep physical health. Love and happiness heal the body and mind.
Vision: I have amazingly high emotional intelligence. I enjoy showing love, happiness, and excitement. I control my emotions so I can choose the best possible feelings: success, gratitude, etc.
Purpose: Happiness is the meaning and purpose of life. Consistently great emotions equal a consistently great life. I want to be an inspirational example to others.
Strategy: Meditation, exercise, healthy diet, positive audio/visual, journal, express love enthusiastically, love everyone, get enough sleep
Saturday, November 4, 2023
Health and Fitness
Premise: My body was designed to be well. If I treat it well, it will stay well and heal quickly.
Vision: Being in great shape/looking good is part of my identity. I will live as long as possible with my brain and body in the best possible condition. I will keep my body healthy forever.
Purpose: I stand out as an example of near perfection. I feel good, beautiful, sexy, and confident. I am ageless.
Strategy: Yoga and fitness daily. Follow my "nothing but" diet precisely, only small allowances when away from home.
Friday, November 3, 2023
Career
Premise: A career I enjoy. Apply myself and get great at it. When I love what I do, success is a natural by-product. Find a way to contribute to others.
Vision: My skills are highly sought after and I attract wonderful clients who pay me well, and I love helping them.
Purpose: Constant growth. Fulfillment. Be wealthy enough to make my desires become reality.
Strategy: Build my businesses until I am the expert and can hire and train others to do the work. Make enough money from my businesses to buy rental properties. Hire property managers. Change the face of rental prices so more people can afford to live. Have a house set aside for each child, at the very least. Communication and selling classes.
Thursday, November 2, 2023
Life Mastery - Ideal Life Vision
When I look at my life vision, I am certain that I am asking enough of myself because it is more than anyone I know personally has achieved and maintained, because I know there are people who have done similar, because it will allow me to live my most sublimely happy life once achieved.
When I look at my life vision, I am absolutely certain I can achieve it because I see others who have done similar and I'm learning what I need to know to accomplish it.
The price I have to pay to achieve my ideal life:
Little/No TV
Up at 5am everyday
Meet People
Take a break, not the whole day
Read More
Say No more often
I am absolutely certain that the achievement of my life vision will make me happy because I will be the best me, able to spend time and money with and on my family and make their lives better as well/
SYNOPSIS
Wake by 5am
Go into my temple to meditate and exercise
Shower and dress while listening to uplifting music
Go to the kitchen and have breakfast with my family
Go for a walk in nature
Go into my office to respond to clients and managers
Invite my friends and family out for lunch to see how we're all doing
Back to my office for problem-solving
Spend the evening with my partner/family
Plan our next vacation
Plan our next date
Make love with my partner anytime we want
Read together
Learn together
Saturday, October 28, 2023
Life Vision
A win anywhere is a win everywhere.
My dream home is spacious, with every space needed for everyone to comfortably do all activities.
Personal bedrooms and bathrooms, kitchen, dining, library, laundry, meditation, workout, swim.
Morning meditation and workout, afternoon work and spend time with friends and family.
Cooking with my partner, going for walks, writing, reading, dancing, singing, flowing.
Wholistic care
People trust and listen to me
True happiness and love
Holding my boundaries
Monthly getaways
Seasonal vacations
Monday, October 23, 2023
Quality of Life
Premise: Living the highest possible quality of life is a choice. Material things CAN make you happy, if you're a happy person. Material things can weigh you down if overdone. Quality experiences can be the greatest joys in life. My home is an extension of who I am as a person. You can choose the qualities you want to experience.
Vision: A beautiful home with rooms. Travel, with and without kids. Have adventures. Freedom to move anytime I want. Relaxation. Excitement. Beauty. Peace. Knowledge. Love. Give my children and grandchildren beautiful memories of me.
Purpose: I want to enjoy my time on this world as much as possible. Environment can change my life. Experience can change my life. I want to share it all with my family and help others do the same.
Strategy: Build businesses to the point I can hire others to do the work and save for investments and properties. DO THINGS. PLAN TRIPS. Educate myself. Make my home the environment I want. Enjoy the little things.
I will make it happen.
I will allow it to happen.
Thursday, September 7, 2023
Failed Again
I will accomplish this task. I'm going to take a few days off from worrying about it and then I'll try again.
Wednesday, September 6, 2023
Monday, September 4, 2023
Fasting?
Today I quit smoking and begin a 72 hour fast. I woke up this morning to my head throbbing, especially when I bend over. Time for drastic action.
Tuesday, June 20, 2023
Frustration
Every morning, I wake up between 5 and 6. It doesn't matter what time I go to bed. So I spend a lot of time being tired because I sometimes have a hard time falling asleep.
I'm a thinker. Some might say an over-thinker. I can't help it. I honestly don't understand people who put little to no thought into their lives and they way they affect others.
I spend an insane amount of time each day thinking about the people I care about, even the ones who stopped talking to me ages ago. Of course, the people I see almost daily get the majority of my brain space. I wish I could understand why I get so little of theirs.
Monday, June 19, 2023
Write Every Day
I'm baaack... again.
It's amazing how easy it is to let things get in the way of things I really want to do, simply because they take time and concentration.
So, here I am. I put on my list of things to do "write every day". I don't have any illusions that I can do it, but I will definitely put effort into writing every day that I get on my computer.
What have you been putting off because you don't have time and quiet?